As you know, we went to a wedding this weekend. What you don't know, YET, is that I didn't sleep for 2 straight nights. We have ..um...sinus issues in our home. It begins at the top and affects even the littlest ones. This weekend I purposely reserved a suite so we could separate the .. um.. noisy ones from the light sleepers. It usually works better for all for me to sleep. Due to many surprise circumstances, I was unable to be separated from the noise makers, and therefore by Sunday night I was EXTREMELY
grouchy tired. I begged my husband to let us go straight home, but he STRONGLY felt we should head straight to church. Being the submissive wife I am, I cheerfully went along with this notion.
I was given a good dose of Over-the-hill isms, from birthday songs to hymns with anything related to OLD in them. "Up over the hilltop", "As With Gladness Men of Old", and some others. After church it was announced we would have a slide show, and I was so glad our African missionary was finally showing her pics. Low and behold, the slide show was pics of ME. Fun and a little embarrassing. Then, I got a good roasting, although everyone was TOO nice and I was a little overwhelmed. Very observant people these are! And last, we had food and cake.
The party was wonderful and I was VERY surprised. But the most wonderful part was how people took the time to put it together, write cards, plans songs, make a slide show, cook, and generally love ME. It may sound strange, I don't think of myself as (worthy) and deserving of any of this.....LOVE. I really don't see myself as these people do, and in a way that's good. But it is difficult to accept this demonstration... I bet many of you feel this way also. This feeling extends to my relationship with Christ, and although I know I cant' deserve His love it is sometimes difficult to accept. Along with the GRACE, I am learning to just LOVE being LOVED by Jesus. I don't think I have explained very well, but maybe it will come out better as I dwell on it more. Anyways...I have the GREATEST FAMILY (BLOOD AND CHURCH) EVA',
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The woman in the background is the leader of the shenanigans, my amazing momma. A table full of food. Our church has few get togethers without food. |
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One of the Roasters. She was VERY KIND. |
Ok, I have just realized I take terrible pictures. I have been strongly resisting reading Pioneer Womans tutorials on taking photos, but for ALL our sakes, I think I need to begin. Just need to say SORRY!!
thanks for reading,
Reb