So, I again begin to again post. And today is a let me get things out day. I just read a post, (and as soon as I learn how to link I will link) about being driven by guilt or grace. I am definately a guilt person. I think back on my day and say oh I didn't do that correctly or I should have done this. Not good for me as I am always thinking God is probably so disappointed in me today. This translates to my kids living with guilt because I am saying what we should or shouldn't have done. Not good for them, doesn't teach a right perspective of God. Then again, how do learn to live in grace? So that is where I will be for awhile, probably for a lifetime cause I have lived almost half my statistical life.
On a less spiritual note, do you know I have a real problem with books? As in, I love to feel them, look at them, smell them and most of all read them? And do you know this can be a problem when my husband says no more bookshelves and I have books that need a home? And did you know this next weekend is the last library book sale of the year? I promise myself each time I go I will only spend so much and no more, never more than a spot, cause something may happen and I definately know what? (what book is that from)
So, off I go again, and I think I will set my limit a little higher this time so I won't feel GUILT about bringing home 3 boxes of books. (They are only .50 - 1.00 each, please)
This post is very long, but what do you expect after 8 months of living and thinking?
Thanks for reading, family!!
